Days before and after the marriage

I , still , some days full of happiness , as I have other day , I call neutral . But every day , starts making ends full of thanks , because I feel that I am still , privileged . I have the privilege of being alive and the ladies enjoy all the small things of life . The reflection of the sky in a drop of water on the blade of grass . Enjoyment of life to a child , even to a dog . The beautiful words of wisdom I read many books . Format changes that takes nature . I hear music . And above all , love and gentleness with which I am surrounded . I am privileged to have learned that life has limits and is obliged to take from it a little bit, in every moment . I am privileged to be understood , that all life climbing and deductions should expect as gifts , but your life , never , not spend if they have donated .I feel reborn . For the first time in my life , I permitted myself to be me , the best I can. Now there is no more time for masquerading . There is no time for trivialities . There is no time for politeness that resembles dishonesty and makes us say yes , when to say no . There is no time to do anything , just that I have to do .Sometimes, the " little one full of grace" in me asks : Should we force people around you know , everything that happened to you , when are you and only you, what jetove përcaktove way of your life ? Yes , I answer . Not only should , but it is the best thing that can be done in the past , I have given , everyone , the best you can give . I gave myself really , even without being timid , that those who wanted could not want more . For me , this lifestyle was the only way where love is given and taken . Without admitting any person ( including myself) , regardless , his unique individuality , there can be no true love , no friendship can be productive .