Brother was unhappy

Brother was unhappy and immediately began a process of internal repression. With it, ever , have not had any accidents . He was married and had two children and , in fact , I'm more outgoing with his wife with him. Our relations have not always been good, but quiet in their tense . I rarely call , but never , not visited , despite living very close to me . He never spoke to me at home. Think of it this way , sincerely seek to find the strength to reject that I am sick . I see the trauma that has been done before . What will happen when I go? Do you feel guilty? Do you think I have left ? How can you say that his behavior is fine, when all we behave as we force within yourself ? The issue is not that he loved me more, but how can you live without love for his sister? . His behavior was the most difficult aspect of my relationship with AIDS.The thought terrified me that I damaged, fatally , to others , giving the virus. But I had a comfort. A simple test can tell you whether I got infected with any of my boyfriends. Thank God , that men who have shared fabulous time, were tested as negative. After that, I was told that this calamity that hit at first , now gave his life to a new dimension. Are released and happy that the disaster has passed. Small trivial matters. It is very important to know how to prevent AIDS in the future, especially when he felt that the ease with which can come from a corner that was not expected . Now, they better understand my situation and makes them feel closer than ever to me.